Can you see the things of God manifest in your life?

You have a beautiful house. Two cars in the garage. Booker and another dog playing inside. Nice tall white walls, a large, clean kitchen. A immaculate living area. A study with books and a desk for writing and a large white baby-grand piano for composing. Surround-sound speakers for listening. Can you imagine your life then? Tall, think, good looking, masculine, muscular, handsome, intelligent, envied, and with a partner that is healed from all fear, that has money out the kazoo and buys you presents and gives you trips and takes care of the services that you longed for that he take care of. House parties with friends of all kinds, Christian friends that the Lord has also blessed. Ministry friends that pray with you and encourage you and make you laugh and confide in you and you in them. God is good. Hallelluyah! 9-13-2014

Blind to see

How are you?

Fine.

How do you want me to help you?

I think, Lord, you know that. 

I want to hear it from you. Sure, make a list.

1. get divorced from Gloria without having to give her any of my possessions

2. Os gets his papers so that he can start his own business and not be frightened

3. i want to be happy

4. i want to understand what I read all of it, especially scientific papers/books/etc.

5. I want to be respected at work and seen well by my peers

6. I want to be used by you and hear you.

7. I want my family to accept and enjoy Os

8. I don't want Os' family to be a burden to me but still see them every now and then

9. I want to look good and lose weight

10. I want to stop being discouraged and disappointed in you. 

I can do all these things and more. Have patience my son. Your life will quickly change and you will know that I am your God. 

Lord, I feel that the innocent part of me was lost with this whole marriage process. I don't trust people, and I hardly trust You. Help me with my unbelief. 

Lord, help me with my unbelief.

can i do anything else, Gerry?

Be my friend, walk and talk with me. Hold me, help me, guide me. 

Listen to me and you will discover things you've never known before. Jesus died so that we can have a relationship. We are here. Thank you for your heart towards your fellow friends. 

I want to know that what I hear is God and not anything else. Favor is in the son of man. Then by Jesus I will live.  

Talk to Gloria

Pray for her. Tell her you miss her. Tell her you want her I find happiness tell her you are blessing her. 

New car?

Lord, what is your will in respect to a new car or vehicle?

God is good. He wants you to make good decisions and be at peace when you make them. Tell me, how much longer will you fight against my will? What will is that? I want you to pray for Gloria. Tell her you love her, but that she can't have the papers through you. Tell her she needs to figure out a way to stay here longer and that she will become someone important one day. Tell her that I will provide for her. Tell her i miss her. Tell her I love her. Tell her my name is great and she will be a star child. Blessings  to you today. 

Rest in the Lord, that you know that I Am doing something new. That I can take you places you've never been. Trust in The Lord. 

I just don't know what you want me to do, Lord. 

Be patient, I will be with you always. 

You are all I want

Father God. 

Have you known a sweeter taste than that of peace Gerry? Place your hand on my heart and rest. Remove all sadness and stress. 

Heavenly Father, I my wait, I pray that you bless me today. Give me the strength to control myself. To speak with clarity and truth. 

Gerry, pray for Gloria. Pray for change in your spirit and hers. Pray that she is given peace about your decision. That it's more comforting that she makes her own way. Please Lord. I pray that this divorce is simple easy and inexpensive. In Jesus' name. Amen!

I Am

You are given peace, joy and love today.  Take heart. The things of this world are pasajeras, they don't last. Lust, gluttony and idols are lies. Trust in The Lord. This is what The Lord says: "I AM. You will trust me and I will lead you. I am your shepherd. I will lead you to waters. Blessed are you who trusts in Me."