New car?

Lord, what is your will in respect to a new car or vehicle?

God is good. He wants you to make good decisions and be at peace when you make them. Tell me, how much longer will you fight against my will? What will is that? I want you to pray for Gloria. Tell her you love her, but that she can't have the papers through you. Tell her she needs to figure out a way to stay here longer and that she will become someone important one day. Tell her that I will provide for her. Tell her i miss her. Tell her I love her. Tell her my name is great and she will be a star child. Blessings  to you today. 

Rest in the Lord, that you know that I Am doing something new. That I can take you places you've never been. Trust in The Lord. 

I just don't know what you want me to do, Lord. 

Be patient, I will be with you always. 

You are all I want

Father God. 

Have you known a sweeter taste than that of peace Gerry? Place your hand on my heart and rest. Remove all sadness and stress. 

Heavenly Father, I my wait, I pray that you bless me today. Give me the strength to control myself. To speak with clarity and truth. 

Gerry, pray for Gloria. Pray for change in your spirit and hers. Pray that she is given peace about your decision. That it's more comforting that she makes her own way. Please Lord. I pray that this divorce is simple easy and inexpensive. In Jesus' name. Amen!

I Am

You are given peace, joy and love today.  Take heart. The things of this world are pasajeras, they don't last. Lust, gluttony and idols are lies. Trust in The Lord. This is what The Lord says: "I AM. You will trust me and I will lead you. I am your shepherd. I will lead you to waters. Blessed are you who trusts in Me."

Forgiveness

There is no feeling of relief greater than feeling forgiven. When Jesus died on the cross this is what I feel he was thinking:  "Son/daughter/brother/sister/friend, your sins have been forgiven because I love you so much! There is no longer need for repayment for by love I came down so that I may end your suffering, just believe that I have taken down all the obstacles that have kept you from my Father. You are blessed!"

Yearning Heart

Why does your heart yearn? Have you not given me your life already? Be still and know that I am God. That I have your best intentions in mind and that out of me you will bear great fruit. Have you come to look for other things not of God? – Don’t! For God is good and holy and He will be blessed by your patience.

Calling Jesus

Hi Jesus,

What do I feel?  I feel left alone, I feel bored, I feel like not doing my work, I feel like I need to hear from you, Lord. I feel a need. I need to be used. 

Why? Because then I know I'd be doing your will or at least something for your kingdom. 

Ah-ha! So it's not about persuing me, but about doing things? Maybe. I am lost. I felt I had been doing things for so long that now that it stopped, that being needed went away, then what? 

I only can complete you, make you whole. Do not look for things to do or people to help. That will come with time. Just be content to be in my presence (in my courts) and I will satisfy that need and desire you have within you. 

Lord, I ask you to remind me that I am in your courts, in your will. I want to know that you are with me and that you guide me. Do not leave me alone, Lord, for I need you to comfort me in the day to day things of this life. 

Be comforted, my son, for I know this is strange, that you are not tapped into any ministry, but take heart, for I am doing a new thing in you, and it will begin to bud it's roots and after some time will begin to grow above ground and before you know it, you'll have flowers and then fruits. Be patient for I have instructed you. 

I will be patient then, Lord, and wait for your guidance. 

Be blessed my son. 

Boeuf au gibier aux fruits

God has plans that you don't even imagine. Pray that you get revelation of His plans. 

Call Jesus. 

Antsy

I don't know what to do. I'm antsy. I already ate some jalapeño cheese crackers and Reese's peanut butter cups. I also feel dehydrated. I know my body is urging me to do it, but I wonder if I can't take this energy and change it to something more productive. Well it's almost 5:30 pm and soon I'm a fleeing from here. 

I love Oswaldo. He's been so nice to me lately, in spite of the fact that he doesn't help me with bills and sometimes doesn't help me with cleaning the house. He is a very sweet man unless he's upset. Thank you God for the gift you gave me in Os. 

Love you!  Amen!

A new day

Jesus came to them and said, whoever is punished for following me, will see his glory in heaven. Now i say to you, son, be happy and blessed, for the new is here and the past and ill has gone. Do not faint, do not grow weary, for I am with you. I will be by your side and bless you and give your name back. You will have joy and peace that you desire. You will know me better and I will work through you. Pray in the Spirit. 

Blessed are you son, for you know my plans. To take you higher in me, you must first leave your current place. No one grows by staying in the same place, with the same people and the same conflicts. 

You want to be sure that the decisions you are making are given by me? Watch and see, my son, if I will not give you a great blessing. Gone are your days if strife. Let me be your Father who provides and then let's His children be at peace and learn from Him. 

Thank you, Lord Father. 

God has you

You are blessed, in the good way. He has His hand all over you. Trust in The Lord, Gerry. You will know that it is He because He will guide you. I know you feel like a lost sheep, and it is natural, but you will be now lead by the Holy Spirit of God.

I pray that you lead me into your will and your ways. 

You will understand, Son. 

Why doesn't this feel like the God I knew?

He is here with you always. 

I want to feel you so that I know it's you. 

Today is a day of revelation. Pray for it. 

Dream in a different church as a TGPA recruiter

This morning a I woke up a few minutes befoe the alarm like usual when I dream happy dreams. Well I was dreaming I was at a church in Spanish, with a lot of people. I kinda had the feeling they weren't too accepting of gay people. I was there with Os and he was thriving and meeting a lot of the members. In one instance the church had a dance, you know how Latinos love to dance, and Os was dancing with the pastor's wife. I stood there for a second and I thought, what am I doing here? So I left and went to another room with a large living room and a second large room connected to it; it was very open.  In that large room next to the living room there was a windup toy the size of Tonka truck, but it wasn't a truck, it was more cylindrical with small wheels at the bottom and sorta dome-like on top. Well that toy, as I stared at it, it started moving on its own. It literally ran towards me and then back, then there were a couple of small dogs that began to play with it. All happy. My first thought was, how could these things move on their own? Are they possessed?

Then a girl, kinda like the girl from Money Gram at Plaza Fiesta comes towards me and says hi by yelling her name, "America," and she goes into a room that could be a lady's restroom. I want to make a funny and say something like, "land of the free and home of the brave." But I don't think she hears me. 

Then a couple of people come sit on the couch and chairs with me. Two guys I could tell they were gay and we started talking. Then America and another of her friends, a brunette, comes by and sits by me. I start talking to them about the Gathering Place Atlanta. I tell them that they could be gay and Christian. And I show them that we meet a room close by. 

Then I don't remember how but I stand and walk out, meeting up with the pastor of that church, his wife and Os.  The pastor (a man that is a bit older, like el abuelo from AutoZone) gives me a hug, full of joy and he puts his arm around me and we walk out of the building followed by the pastor's wife and Os. 

Has God called me out to seek people struggling with their faith and sexuality? And to bring them to a place where they feel accepted? God I pray that you reveal your plan for me, work in me to love the people that you are calling, like Jesus loved us, and to help me bring them out to a place of peace and acceptence.