What do I feel? I feel left alone, I feel bored, I feel like not doing my work, I feel like I need to hear from you, Lord. I feel a need. I need to be used.
Why? Because then I know I'd be doing your will or at least something for your kingdom.
Ah-ha! So it's not about persuing me, but about doing things? Maybe. I am lost. I felt I had been doing things for so long that now that it stopped, that being needed went away, then what?
I only can complete you, make you whole. Do not look for things to do or people to help. That will come with time. Just be content to be in my presence (in my courts) and I will satisfy that need and desire you have within you.
Lord, I ask you to remind me that I am in your courts, in your will. I want to know that you are with me and that you guide me. Do not leave me alone, Lord, for I need you to comfort me in the day to day things of this life.
Be comforted, my son, for I know this is strange, that you are not tapped into any ministry, but take heart, for I am doing a new thing in you, and it will begin to bud it's roots and after some time will begin to grow above ground and before you know it, you'll have flowers and then fruits. Be patient for I have instructed you.
I will be patient then, Lord, and wait for your guidance.
Be blessed my son.
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